tseluyu.

none of my posts have any chronological significance. the musings, the photos, the quotes; all a collection of things i have written and found over the years. some of it reflects my current mood, some of it i use to reminisce on the good times. none of this is written for you, about you or with you in consideration. read with a broad mind and an open heart.

i need to reorganise my priorities. stop searching for something or someone to fill that obvious gap and be content with what i have.
but being a solitary creature no longer fulfills my needs. no long does it cure the emptiness that ensues. but i have very few other options. i continue as i have been, surrounding myself with untrustworthy, unreliable people and be desperately unhappy, but not alone. or keep to myself, alone but without all the bullshit that comes with the former option. it depends on how much hurt one is willing to endure before one breaks.
i want to take myself away, far away from this place. start over, make myself a new life and a new persona. i can’t be this person anymore, i need a backbone & i need a new distraction. — i need to reorganise my priorities. stop searching for something or someone to fill that obvious gap and be content with what i have.

but being a solitary creature no longer fulfills my needs. no long does it cure the emptiness that ensues. but i have very few other options. i continue as i have been, surrounding myself with untrustworthy, unreliable people and be desperately unhappy, but not alone. or keep to myself, alone but without all the bullshit that comes with the former option. it depends on how much hurt one is willing to endure before one breaks.

i want to take myself away, far away from this place. start over, make myself a new life and a new persona. i can’t be this person anymore, i need a backbone & i need a new distraction.